Time inconstantly on my mind (my wrist, my phone, my computer,
my wall). Everywhere I go, no matter where I am, time is there as a silent
reminder of the weekends that have been swept away with excitement and the
agonizing work weeks that seem to dwell on never ending. There are very few
times in which I can remember where time did not hold my life to a most
meticulous schedule, an unforgiving routine.
As I grow older, the realization of times presence in my life
has become more apparent. Days of open schedules have long since been replaced
with structured timelines to ensure that my "List of Things To Do"
hasn't grown exorbitantly and "free time" is now a fleeting concept.
My planner, much like my suitcase, has reached a point where it would benefit
from a little extra space. The binging has loosened its threads in order to fit
those essential papers as if unbuttoning a pair of pants after a delicious meal
only to make room for dessert. The only difference being that my planner was
not filling up on sugary treats but instead appointments, work schedules,
shopping lists and household chores.
Time for my passions were lost in between pages of obligations I deemed to be more important before they disappeared altogether. They were exchanged for overtime at work or the opportunity to fit in yet another appointment. Although I never forgot a single meeting and always was able to make every appointment I wasn't jumping for joy at my ability to make room for every item on my list, but instead felt as though my life had reached maximum capacity. Suffocated by times limitations I made the conscious decision to reevaluate my time to understand where it was lost.
After reviewing pages of monotonous daily routines, I felt
defeated. The spontaneous adventurous life my 16 year old self had envisioned
was really just the corporate America grind at a 9 to 5 job. Travel was only
possible within two weeks of paid time off, my wardrobe was restricted to bland
colors only appropriate for work, writing was done for the purpose of responding to an email and indulging in a delicious
meal made me feel guilty because my daily exercise consisted of walking from
the parking lot at work to sitting in a chair for nine hours.
Acknowledging that I had the power to change this has let me
here, an online space to not only share the things I am most passionate about
(fashion, food and travel), but a place to hold myself accountable to follow
through with my dreams instead of placing them to the side when life gets busy.
Capsule New England serves as a platform that represents eras of resilient
women who chose to live a life not bound by the restrictions set forth by time,
but embrace them, a place to inspire young girls and women that this balance is
possible.
My new years resolution has revolved around this idea and
designing this creative outlet. Now that it is here I am so very excited, so
here's to stepping out of my comfort zone, exploring the world, expanding my
wardrobe and having the most fantastic food with the best company. Here's to a
new chapter!
Thank you so much for stopping by!
xoxo
Victoria
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